preface: not my best writing.

people never take things the way you want them to.

1. people think if you are nice you are flirting
2. people cant take obvious hints.
3. im bad at being mean, and i mean that in 2 ways.

ok back to number one. ok, i dont understand anyone anymore.
if im trying to flirt they cant take a hint, and if im just being friendly, they think im in love, and dont want to hurt my feelings.

notice how general im being.

and obviously, people. i dont know how to be more obvious than not. ill leave that there.

but leading into number three, im sick of having to give subtle hints to not hurt peoples feelings.

i think im just too nice or too mean. someone help me. it may be guilt. i feel so guilty about hurting someones feelings-- about anything -- that i dont say anything, unless i feel like its necessary. then im really mean, but i feel really bad and take it back. i just dont know how to break news to people.

newsflash, this is towards you.
if its not towards you, you might know.

ugh.