lately ive been so sparatic.
so, lost may be the word.
and im quite ready to go back to school.
my brain is dying to be challenged.
to deal with new people.
to make myself social again.
to love-
not nessisarily in a romantic way
[althought that would be pleasant]
but in another way.
love friends, also learning.
scriptures, also small things unappriciated.

im almost eager to miss my family.
i long for a reason to get out of my comfort zone.
right now im so in it-

living in utah has made me so much more confident.
i realize who i am and who i want to be.
but im ready to step back into the place that i once felt awkward...
with my newfound self.
[hoorah...]