telling people off, and then feeling guilty about it.
whining, and then feeling guitly about it.
not going to the gym one day, and then feeling guitly about it.
saying something emberassing, then feeling emberassed about it.
acting really awkward around dream boy, and then being REALLY emberassed about it.
thinking about how emberassing i am.
thinking about how much i supposedly dont care about things and then being emberassed about the fact that lately ive cared more.
not being able to let myslelf grow up,
not being able to sleep [tonight because if spiders]
and being negative.
im so sick of being negative.
and im sorry ive been a real jerk to everyone lately.
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