yesterday all my troubles seemed so.... something....

So im so in a blog mood right now, or at least i thought i was, so we will see if it lasts.
mostly because i was contemplating because my friend matt asked me what i was passionate about. so with that in mind.....
i am one that is either very passionate- positive or negative.
i know that i hate green beans
i know that i love sweaters.
those are very simple things. i know them.
all of my emotions are very extreme, as many people know.
so with this in mind....
i love the feeling of getting something accomplished.
but i hate doing homework.
i love knowing where things are.
i am very unorganized, and then stubborn to go with that.
i love my friends to death.
i hate a lot of people.
which is HORRIBLE, because i dont really like to admit that,
for one- hate is a very strong word [thank you plain white tees]
but i really really really dont like you?
i am passionate about always doing the right thing.
i think that involves just making sure i have a clear conscience.
which is contradictory to myself because im sure i cant have one while not liking people,
and maybe i should try not to be so asocial or awkward.
mmm... im passionate about awkward people. they make my world complete.
im not very good at keeping my thoughts in order.
im passionate about helping others.
now dont be decieved. im a brat. im selfesh. i want a lot of attention.
but if i know someone needs something, or if they are sad, you cant get me to leave them alone.
tbh [which is to be honest. i have to add an acronym in my blog] they wish they werent sad so i would go away.
im passionate about daily use of acronyms, and words of the days.
i dont know if these are the sincere passions i should be looking for, but as a slow-maturing 20 year old, i think its a mediocre beginning.